Not that people should worry and think that I'm going to have a huge panic attack or something but I do have a slight fear of flying. As June 4th gets closer I am becoming a little nervous that I will be getting on a plane soon. I really hate the turbulence and the idea of going up in a plane, flying overseas puts me a little on edge.
I remember when I was a part of a high school trip that went to China for two weeks and having these feelings. That trip was the first time I had ever flown overseas so I feel that I was justified in my feelings. My mom is aware of this anxiety that I have and a few weeks before I went to China she asked me if I wanted to go to my family doctor and ask her for a tranquilizer. Just in case I really started to panic at the airport. I told her no, and that it wasn't necessary. When the day actually came I think I held myself together very nicely and if there was some bumping air I just held my best friend's hand until it passed . I don't think that I am that bad where I would need to be given a shot.
My mom hasn't asked me yet for this trip if I would like some happy drug that would disorientate me, but she still might.
Is going to go think happy thoughts,
Jess
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